GOD IS IN CONTROL...

God Is In Control.. So things aren't going great.. But God still gives me the same peace that He gave Job when everything around him rejected him God is still in control and that is what i have to say in my head to actually know that I am taken care of.. I feel bad because i feel that peace should be automatically appear, No God never created us as automatic human being but rather with free will to come back to God at the end.. Can I get an Amen..?



As I study the word deeper in Mathew 16:24-28, That tells us if we hold on to our life here and the "great" things here... We will lose something greater who is our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. It's interesting we hold on to our jobs, cars, family, friends education and many of the things the WORLD offers us but we forget the most important thing GOD has offered and is offering us a bigger gift... BLOOD OF JESUS!!! Like I said couple of days ago.. I AM SOO UNWORTHY of the cross..  Actually this picture I got from online from an art work that was created portraying the shadow of the cross and how Baby Jesus was building something but all along God had a bigger plan for Him. We tend to work that way.. We work with the task at hand or what we see.. We forget what the shadow really is.. God You are soo worthy!! I feel just praising Him for that Amen! This painting has been on top of my sisters fireplace.. I never looked twice till pastor said something during service last Sunday. The shadow behind Him... mmm Praise God for already giving us a plan and will.. I was reading the Word and came across.. "The Spirit cannot guide us.. instead we have to ask the Spirit to lead us..." How powerful is that? I always look left and right and focus on my own goal and will.. Lord let Your Spirit control me and lead me in the way You want me to go.. "I'm coming back to the heart of worship, cuz it's all about You Jesus.."

I AM SO UNWORTHY!

Goooood Evening,
I'm currently at work waiting for visitations to be over...and thinking of how amazing God truly is to me.
Came back from India and getting back to the routine of things.. I miss the spiritual awakening there, here it feels like everyone is fighting at home for random things and never falls on God to complete their life...

As I'm sitting at work, I look at this painting online of the storm and the lighthouse.. There is someone sitting in the light house.. Makes me really think, we are all sitting in the storm when we are sitting on the rock of salvation. Translation: Our God is our light house and we are sitting on Him but we still focus on the storm(world).. Sometimes we just have to LET GO and LET GOD. That has been my testimony.. This is my first post on this site and I know God destined me to join for some reason and that reason will never be clear to me.. But it is clear to Him. Isn't He an amazing God... Even though I walk through the valley of shadow of death.. That's what I kept thinking about once I opened my eyes.. God is sooo wonderful.. I have bad days.. awful days. but God continues to give me that peace that He gave job..
I never know what is next for me in my life, but i know there is a God that will be right next to be all the way... Actually even in front of me... Please continue to pray for me so I may seek first His will and not my own and continue my race.. Let me know if I can do the same.. May God bless you and Keep you!