I was sitting here and thought man I haven't written in a while.. I know God was leading this thought and this song popped up.
So, we moved to San Antonio.. This was honestly in step of faith.
I had a phone interview with couple of people in February. First interview or call was from this guy who was a recruiter. He was super nice and friendly. I then thought maybe that was just a call to see if I was interested for a job. Well then I got another call this lady said you passed the initial interview there is another interview with the hiring manager. At this point I was like no way I'll get this position but why not try.. Honestly I didn't want it but just wanted to see if it was possible to get this job. Well don't get me wrong, I wanted a job BADLY but just not this far. I proceed to pursue this job and I felt God leading me to try this job. I did exactly what the spirit told me to do. Then I got another call (from the hiring manager) she was super sweet and very nice. I made sure I lifted Christ up even in the interview because without Him I wouldn't be here. So I came downstairs after the interview and my husband goes "man it sounds like you were talking to your best friend..." I am usually really loud and ecstatic talking my best friend :) Well I talked to her on my lunch break so I was kind of rushing it but kind of just allowing God to guide the conversation. I remember praying Lord let your will be done regardless of the outcome..
Couple of nights went by and I was like No call, no e-mail.. She told me that they'll let me know Friday.. Well that passed... I was the last to interview so she felt that they'll let me know soon. She won't call but the recruiter would call. I thought well maybe not from the Lord and left it alone. Well that NIGHT itself God spoke to me in a dream... I had a dream that I called the hiring manager just to check the status of the application and she was like did they not call you? You got the position.. I remember waking up so content and told hubby that I got the job.. He just looked at me crazy. Don't get me wrong I enjoyed the job I was at.. great benefits.. some great people and just so near my house...oh and HOUR lunches : )
but it was time for a change.. It waasn't challenging AND I need to collect my LPC-intern hours.. (which I still need to look into)
Couple of days later I got this call that I got the job and if I wanted to accept it. I WAS LIKE ehhhh wow... God is soo goood.. I don't remember all the details but I know that God is soooooo goood. I remember even worrying after the fact cause I NEVER seen the lady... I wondered if they'll even have a position here for me or was it just a mistake.. yup really doubted it..
Being here now I still think Lord did they make a mistake? Did they really hire me.. Lord just reminds me that its not my will but His will.. In my whole life everything was soo bitter but once I learned to trust Him without any doubt He makes ALL things beautiful in His time.
So I went to the angel and asked him to give me the little scroll. He said to me, "Take it and eat it. It will turn your stomach sour, but 'in your mouth it will be as sweet as honey.'"-Rev 10:9
Lord allow us to be transformed into someone for You.. Let Your will be done here on earth.
Love you Lord,
Your daughter,
