Friday, December 10, 2010

Hello ALL :) no title: Just my thoughts, babble and reflection

Hey ya'll,
Well another day of God created blessings, well today I am happy to say.. My best friend
Jubzy is graduating tmrw.. I AM SOOO FREAKING HAPPY at the same time SAD because
I won't be able to be there for her day :(. But God only knows how proud and amazed I am in the WOMAN she has become. Nooo joke yall she truly is my role model. Throughout these years I seen her so devoted to her passion even if she states other wise... I know the truth.. I don't have enough words to describe the love I have for her and how she changed me as a person. When she first went to Houston i rmbr
her getting stuck in the middle of the boonies and I was on the phone with her. OHH BOY i was scared, even if I was trying to calm her down it turned out to be the opposite. I never wanted her to leave but I know that this was God's divine will and no matter what IT WILL HAPPEN. Jubzy has been through a lot, I know maybe 1/2 of the full but one thing I keep recalling.. God makes everything beautiful in HIS time.. and guys not saying shes hurt or oooogallay---complete opposite she is beautiful inside and out.. But saying that all the nasty, dirty, ugly, awlful words*insert here* things she had to bare to come to this beautiful day which is her graduation day.
When I graduated I recalled all the moments i shared with people around me and rmbred her always calming me down. She was my balance to days when I feel cluttered(if you knew me then you would understand that was most days) but over everything around me I felt peace after talking to her. Graduation wasn't just about my accomplishments but people around me and their accomplishments as well. She keeps saying why am I thanking her during my graduation.. well it was because you deserved the most thank well aside from God of course.
Well Juby, I cant be there (OHHH I WISH I CUD BE,) but i want you to know I am imagining you walking across the stage with your degree that u WORKED HARD FOR !! and almost tripping hehe(had to through that in there) but I'm there praising God and loving Him for the beautiful WOMAN you become in Him.
He makes ALL things beautiful in His time.. This is your day-enjoy it.. taste it, smell it, love it... cause it'll prolly only last 10 minutes and then you'll be like me.. old, grey, and at home looking to go to grad school as SOOON AS POSSIBLE lol ;)
i love u and im not sure if you or anyone for that matter understood my rambling.. This is how i feel... now i gotta delete it ok thanks.. hehhe jk
love u my jubzzzzyy kutta ;)