HOW HE LOVES ME :)

He is jealous for me,
Loves like a hurricane, I am a tree,
Bending beneath the weight of his wind and mercy.
When all of a sudden,
I am unaware of these afflictions eclipsed by glory,
And I realise just how beautiful You are, And how great Your affections are for me.

And oh, how He loves us so,
Oh how He loves us,
How He loves us all

We are His portion and He is our prize,
Drawn to redemption by the grace in His eyes,
If His grace is an ocean, we?re all sinking.
And Heaven meets earth like an unforseen kiss,
And my heart turns violently inside of my chest,
I don?t have time to maintain these regrets,
When I think about, the way?

Amen! Wow how he loves us... This song has really been on my mind... How He loves us.. Regardless of the situation-rough or not.. He still loves us and holds us in His arms for us to be surrounded by His love and glory. I was talking to this co-worker and introduced him to this song.. He fell IN LOVE!
If you asked me a month ago about Jesus I'll brush it off but the love He has given me this past month and the OVERWHELMING love... I can't keep silent..

Beautiful Exchange...

This song wow! it spoke to my friend and I drasically at this meeting we went to Thursday night.
The words are sooo powerful!
Taken from youtube.com/watch?v=6_89ysD9MME
You were near
Though I was distant
Disillusioned I was
Lost and insecure
Still mercy fought
For my attention
You were waiting at the door
Then I let you in
Trading your life
For my offenses
For my redemption
You carried all the blame
Breaking the curse
Of our condition
Perfection took our place
Chorus:
When only love could make a way
You gave your life in a beautiful exchange
My burden erased
My life forgiven
There is nothing that could take this love away
And my only desire and sole ambition
Is to love you just the same
Chorus:
When only love could make a way
You gave your life in a beautiful exchange
When only love could break these chains
You gave your life in a beautiful exchange

Bridge:
Holy are you God
Holy is your name
With everything I’ve got
My heart will sing how I love you

Relationships

This word relationship is a very complex thing to explain better yet even feel. I was recalling in my head what this word really means to me with the certain individuals in my life to certain individuals that will come in my life. Relationship we have for our family for our friends and even for people we encounter each and every day... It's surprising to learn how that word can mean sooo many meanings to different individuals.
As I was reading I came across wait on the lord and you will rise like eagles.. I'm one of those I want the answers now so patiences is really hard for me to do. In this case of wanting a relationship that only God destined for me to have is very difficult for me to just wait. Yes, we may feel loney or unappreciated but we can only relay on the strength of God to get us through these negative emotions to some positive ones.
I also came to a blog that talked about relationships. The point of that blog was stop focusing on the "I want" relationships but rather the "God wants" relationships. This blog stated that once we have that relationship with God that fulfills us why do we need the closeness with anyone else. Which is sooo true, but i still think God i want someone that I can talk to about my day and talk about God to. Well He created Friends... Family.. this was my struggle daily.. But I'm thinking more intimately.. God says My time is not your time.. so wait and get fulfilled by me then everything else will line up. Amen.. We rush things and when we get it we wonder why we have it.. God makes us wait for us to appreciate it more once it's here.
but those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint. Isaiah 40:31

I commit all my ways to You oh Lord.. The way He talks to us is unseen..